Friday, April 29, 2005 8:50 PM
My love,
Its been a long time since i cried
and left you out of the blue.
Its hard leaving you that way when
I never wanted to.
Self-denial is a game
Its strange i never would've
wanted if until there was you.
Because i have learned that love is beyond
what human can imagine,
the more it clears the more i have to let you go.
But now i don't understand why im feeling
so bad now when i know it was my idea.
i could've just denied the truth and
lied. but why am i the only one standing stranded
on the same ground?
My love because i have learned that love is a
word gets thrown a little bit too much.
the best excuse to fill the infinite abyss
i never have to if all else fail
would you be there to love me?
when all else fail, would you be brave to see right
through me?
***
Haay. At least now I'm starting to realize na I've improved a lot na since our first summer training. Phew! So worth the time, money and effort. My hard work's starting to pay off na. I may not be that good, but i promise to do the best I could for the team. [Shit. Ang drama! ;p] Owkei.
Monday, April 25, 2005 12:47 AM
Here's a story of a girl
Livin' in a lonely world
She also had a secret crush
A little boy who talks to much
And i'm standin in the crowd
And when you smile i check you out
But you don't even know my name
You're too busy playin games
And i want you to know
If you lose your way,
I wont let you go
If i cut my hair
If i change my clothes
Will you notice me?
If i bite my lip
If i say hello
Will you notice me?
Whats it gonna take for you to see
To get you to notice me
Got your head up in the clouds
Tell me when you're comin down
I don't mean to sink your ship
Its not about the scholarship
And all my friends who follow you
They tell you things that
just ain't true
I'm the girl you havnt seen
I'm the one you really need
And oh, dont get me wrong
You better make your move
before the moments gone
I'm not like the rest
I just dont care if you're the best
You see its all the same to me
Just be who you are with me
oh, its all the same to me
And oh, dont get me wrong
You better make your move
Before the moments gone
To get you to notice me
***
Okay. Training tomorrow.
Bitin yung weekend. Haay.
I got up early yesterday. So I arrived sa UST at 10:30am..
two hours earlier than our call time. We were supposed to meet at 12:30. Hehe. Di ko alam eh! So mukha akong tanga dun. nag-aantay, alone for almost one and a half hour.
Ampu! Thank God Jenika and Jessica [they're twins!] arrived a bit ealier. 12noon, andun na sila. Yey! So I told them na
di pa ko nag-lulunch. Kaya we bought foods at 7-eleven. Coolness.
We went to Rizal mem. yesterday for our gymastics training. And Coach John isn't available because he's with the Salinggawi that's why kay Coach Jay[?] kami. Honestly, Coach Jay's better, for me. Hehe! We finished at 4:30pm.
Bitin yung gym! I thought we would finish at 5. After the training, we ate at Jollibee which is just across the Torre Lorenzo bldg. We took the LRT. Bumaba sila sa Tayuman and I was left there,
alone. I thought kasi na there's an LRT station at 7th avenue [which is just across our street. :p]. So yeah, I had no choice than to go to Monumento. I dropped by Ever - Grand Central and bought a new flipflop. Yiipee! I like its design.
Retro yung dating! Then bought new color of nail polish. Haha. Yep,
I'm starting to like nail art. It might me my next addiction. Haay.
Got home at 7pm na. Gawd, 2 hours late than usual.
~~~ My Reply ~~~
name: Abby
question: pa-link! thanks
link: http://abbyyyyyy.blogspot.com
No prob! ;p Pero not now. Antok na ko eh. Maybe tomorrow or some other time. I'll link you, promise. Just remind me. I might forget it.
Sunday, April 24, 2005 12:03 AM
Three years ago my journey began
Chasin down this cure no plan in hand
Just your pulse, my reason guiding the dark
Just no wind with conviction from the start
The moment your eyes made an introduction
I felt my second violent breath of life
Flawless to the point of bein Godly
Yet I fell for all your imperfections
Now its slightly weathered, its slightly worn
Our hands gripped together until after the storm
I believe in ever after with you
Cause life is a pleasure with you by my side
And there aint no current in this river we cant ride
I believe in ever after with you
Nothing compares to the good times
Feels like were floating when the rest of them climb
You made me believe in love and not the perfect kind
A real messy beautiful, twisted sunshine
Emotions: volcanic eruptions
We both took care so were still alive
Tunnel vision . . . determination
I want you, I want to make it right
Now its slightly weathered its slightly worn
Our hands still together until after the storm
I believe in ever after with you
Cause life is a pleasure with you by my side
And there aint no current in this river we cant ride
I believe in ever after with you
You are my twisted sunshine
You are my twisted sunshine
**********[n]o[t]i[c]e[]m[e]**********
So yeah. I can't think of any title kaya ganyan. I don't really know
[and the hell i care] if you'll find some connections. Haha.
It's now official.
I would love to be a part of the Usths' Dance Squad. Too bad, kinakabahan ako for the upcoming audition. Hehe. So, pray for me
. [Sana matanggap ako.] The training isn't really that torturing. [As what I've said to some of my friends after the first one. ;p]
Sanayan lang talaga. And I'm getting used to it na. Thank God, really.
As for my jazz workshop, I let my cousin attend the remaining sessions. 10 pa yun.
Sayang. Pero if you come to think of it, okay din naman. Joining the Usths-Ds is a whole lot bigger
[and not to mention, better] oppurtunity. So my decision is right. :D
Thursday, April 14, 2005 12:06 AM
So for all those concerned, *Haha. Kapal.* I gave up my jazz lessons na. :( I swear I really enjoyed it. Kaya lang, my schedule for my jazz lessons and the summer training for Dance Squad is the same. So the thing is, I have to choose ONLY one. That's why. :D I'm happy naman choosing Dance Suquad. I may only be on my first training day, but I promise, I know I'll be loving it. Teehee!ü Learning new things is FUN!
**Sorry, this entry sucks. Just to let you, people, know what's up with me. Wala lang. I promise to make a WHOLE LOT BETTER entry this weekend. I'm sleepy na.
Saturday, April 09, 2005 11:20 PM
Yey! After a long time, my über-busy schedule finally gave me a free time to blog. ( I love you, blog. Mwah.) And to make bawi, I'll make this one a long entry, and that's for sure. I'm not that certain if any angel STILL bother to visit this blog because I'm not updating it though. *wishes* Hihi. So what topic would I start blabbing about? Okay. Lemme start now.
Our last day of class was so much fun. I didn't get to stay long enough for bonding, though. It's alright for me. I stayed late in school during the last few days and I think it's more that enough if I would again stay late for the last day. But I stayed til 6pm. :D Of course, I love Bustle. Wee! ;) After class, I joined Emary and Paolo woth their ala-CAT thingy. Super saya. Promise. We went on marching dun sa field until we reached the grand stand. When we were on the stage na, Paolo cramped. So being maloko that I am, I found an alternative. Hehe. I saw children sliding dun sa side ng stage. So I did their thing. Hehe. I slipped! What's funny pa is that Emary recorded that video sa phone. Kewl. What's NOT cool that time is that, Yan's phone was lost. And her parents won't be giving her another phone til i-don't-know-when though. Haay.
Yan's birthday is fine. I prepped myself up for her birthday and arrived sa UST at 3:30 pm. Ella, Rica and Johann were sitting sa bench when i arrived. So Ella came with me and we left Johann and Rica alone. Haha. Date!? Dunno. We were making kwentos of different sorts and waited til Vhel arrived. So there were five of us, i think. Ella, Rica, Me, Vhel, Lenz and Joseph. We eat then pumunta kami sa rooftop. It's hella cold in there! Hehe. I can feel the cold breeze even if I'm wearing a shirt. [Wholesome na ko eh. Haha! ;)] They made kwentos about uhh, ghost and other stuffs, and I listened. Dad set a curfew for me that time that's why I told them I need to go home na by 8pm. Kaya yun. Yan's uncle drove us off to UST. Thank God I'm 5 minutes ahead of the curfew. Phew!
By the way, I started attending my summer dance workshop na. =) Jazz, baby. And my body hurts. Haha! No pain, no gain. I know. It's twice a week nga pala, for those who wanna stalk me. [Yucck! Kapal. ;p] Last Friday was my second session. And for the first time, no one fetch me and I don't know the way home. Good thing, I know two long-cuts. It's either I take a jeepney to España or to Project 6. I went to SM muna. [I took Proj. 6. ;p] Then bought Candy's April Issue. Olivia Daytia's the cover girl. She's supah gorgeous! Hehe.
After going to SM, I decided to drop by Tita Lota's clinic. She's an optometrist by the way. She's so nice. She conducted the check-up for free. :D I have to wear glasses na nga pala. And it's color pink. I'll be getting it tomorrow.
Need I say more?
Friday, April 01, 2005 5:41 PM
Owkei. So I haven't blog for quite a while because I have been sick for 2 days. Btw, I've been busy making a site in Geocities. I made it laboriously. I just hope my effort would pay-off.
Check it out!
Joselle Allyssa.
