This was supposed to me my entry two days ago. Blame the poor broadband connection for the delay.
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"kamusta? blah blah blah..
.. bakit?"
I hate being asked those kind of questions when I am not really okay. Everyone who knows me very well also knows that talking is my hobby. So I may be the type who would tell everyone about some random thoughts and stuff that I've heard of, but I want personal things kept private. When asked about how my day went by, I feel forced to say it went well when the truth is, it's not even close to being one. I hate explaining every detail of the story since I find it very difficult recalling events - even the important ones.. I also don't know where or what part of the story should I start. I prefer talking about it briefly. Just let me explain things my way. I just want to keep myself from blurting out not-so-nice things because when I start, it would be hard for me to stop.
Sooo. I am not okay right now.. and don't even start asking me why. There are things (which I don't really know specifically) that keeps on bothering me. Insomnia attack. I can't sleep on time. It seems that I have to think about something/someone/some whatever and blah blah blah. I don't have any idea what it's all about. It won't really bother me that much if it's just happening for a short while. The thing is, it's been going on for days already. I should fix myself. I have to. Hai.
I only became aware of that problem when this week started. I shop a lot when I'm depressed and I noticed this huge stack of new clothes in my closet. I was surprised when I realized I just bought those last Saturday. A pair of flip flops, tokong pants, bermuda shorts, polo shirt, and six graphic tees - all for one day.. and that's not my normal self. I love to shop but I can control the urge to buy when I'm okay. I certainly know my limitations and follow those faithfully.
Blah blah blah.
I think I failed my PE examination. Wow. Sir didn't give us reviewers nor notes to study for. We didn't even have any discussions during PE time. No lecture and all play. Thanks to my groupmates (Maroon guys - Erik, Akaba and Jorel :p) for the identification part and hand signals numbers 5 and 20, and to the Blue team (Khen 50 and the one behind him) for helping me answer numbers 1, 17 and 21. :)) Haha. I'll surely miss this class. I learned to love basketball more because of them. I'd like to play again soon.
TODAY. TODAY. TODAY. :) Fun fun. I watched Five People You Meet in Heaven and Endo. I got inspired - totally. I feel a lot better.Haha.I lost my charm bracelet though. I remember removing it during Accounting period. Bastaaa.. I'll look for it tomorrow.
►Selle. 19 year-old full-time Accountancy student. Future CPA-lawyer and pastry-chef wannabe.
► Talkative, hyper, loud and yes, sometimes snob. Admits to being moody, bratty and bitchy butonly when forced to. :P
► Loves dancing (even cheerleading, jazz, gymnastics, yoga and the like), Nicholas Sparks novels, get-aways, heart-to-heart and sensible talks with friends, Asian dramas and ABS-CBN Primetime shows (LOL).
► Has this weird study habit of listening to really loud rock music while reading and solving Accounting problems. (Yesss, it IS effective. ;P)
► Adores Audrey Hepburn and has this fascination over everything vintage and European - dear ol' England with its history full of monarchs, hats and corsets, fabulous long bubbly gowns, and just the hiistory itself. :)
► Lastly, Self-confessed wanderlust - adventure-seeker. :) Will go to places to meet people, to discover cultures, to appreciate everything beautiful this world has to offer. ♥
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